Why dost thou chuckle, O Enlightened Eon? You gotta hit me up with who/what Mantorok is/was.
Umm. Well dude. What do you mean "it is for the enlightened people?" I don't believe I am enlightened. And be sure Sagan doesn't come in here and read this one, har har! (Sagan, I kid I kid).
Now if you mean enlightened as to who God is and says He is, yeah I'm definitely enlightened. If you mean enlightened in that I have seen past this world and know that Jesus is God, then yeah I'm enlightened. If you mean I'm to be a light to this world, then, well, uh...I needa work on that enlightenment. I try, I seriously do, but I fail often.
What is it you want us to tell you? Of our faith? Our doubts? Our agreements? Our debates? Our questions? What is it you want us to know?
What makes you doubt God's existence and the validity of the Bible? You gotta tell us what makes it so phony, because lately I haven't found any phoniness. If you mean Christians are phony, then, yeah, I agree with you: many "Christians" are hypocrites, or liars. One or the other. Sometimes both. I do believe that indeed, in reality, there are fewer Christians than the numbers say. A lot fewer.
Tell us what you know. Tell us your problems. Let us try and help you out Mantorok.