Bybloshex, you are on our prayer list!!! Keep the faith. Maxx and Atown are right. Give it to God.. What does that mean. That is interesting and while I wish I could explain it to you, I myself don't have a firm grasp on what that means. And yes it is true, that sometimes, some people have to hit rock bottom, and then fall again before they wake up and realize that their actions and decisions are only hurting others. The road to self-destruction is painfully lined with good friends who are often collateral damage. You are a good friend to her, and I know how hard it is to watch somebody go down that type of path.