I may have not made this clear, but you currently you do not believe in God, and you don't, you are in the process of gathering information to make a decesion correct? Well, in its own way, you still don't believe in God, there's no "in the middle" space. *edit*:::This is because:
If you are in the process of deciding, you STILL don't believe in God, so you are in the middle. But you DON'T believe in God because you ARE IN the middle... make sense? I don't know if I'm conveying the right idea. *end edit*:::
That's my argument, you are selecting one of the choices, there is no "in the middle, deciding choice"
I think you are interpreting what I am saying differently than I intended. (conveying ideas is hard over the internet

) I see it as this way, you are in the middle, but when you are in the middle, you don't believe in God. However, you are mentally in the middle in as in you don't have a definate standpoint.
You get the idea? I understand my idea, but through my text it seems a little fuzzy. Bah, read this again and see if you can get the gist of what I am trying to say.