Hello friends. As some of you know, I quit the guild the other day. What very few of you probably know or understand is why I quit.
I wasn't even able to explain myself very well at the time because the computer I was using (which has now been returned to the store) wasn't handling GW well at all. The lag was horrific and the messages were flying by while I could only type a letter a second.
For those of you that weren't there, what happened is that someone in the alliance, I don't even know who, said the word "suck." They got asked by a moderator to not say the word.
This really bothered me and it wasn't the first time it had happened. Why did it bother me?
Well, first of all "suck" is not a swear word by any stretch of the imagination. We suck on candy. Suck through a straw. Suck in air. To ask someone to not say "suck" is utterly ridiculous.
Secondly, the moderator in question is violating at least two of the TOS of GW. You can't have someone who is violating rules on a regular basis telling other people to follow the rules. That is called hypocrisy.
Thirdly, the reason I was given for not allowing people to say "suck" was that we have kids playing the game, or parents may have kids viewing the screen while they play. Now, you have to be 13 to play GW according to the TOS, so if we have "kids" playing (and we do - including said moderators kid), and we call ourselves a Christian guild, we need to fix that and not be breaking rules. Otherwise, what kind of witness are we presenting? And if parents are playing where their kids can see the screen, they obviously feel their children are old enough to handle it.
Fourthly, GW has a chat filter for people who are very sensitive. If you can't handle seeing words like "suck," which I understand GW filters, then turn on the filter. You can't expect everyone else to modify their behavior to suit your needs when it comes to disputable matters (meaning things that aren't clearly sin.)
Fifthly, I was also told that anything that GW sensors is not allowed in chat. I don't know what all GW sensors, but I do know that I wasn't allowed to name a character Tumble Weed. I hate to think how many words are sensored because they are offensive in other countries.
Sixthly, if you need to guard your mind against such relatively innocent words, then playing a game with scantily clad women and violent killing is probably also not age/spiritually appropriate.
And now, here is the main reason I left.
The thing I have seen way too much of in the Christian community, and the thing I have seen non-stop in SoE is a need to APPEAR to be holy. I believe this is blatantly unbiblical. We should be real with each other. I should not have to feel like I need to pretend to be something I'm not to fit in with a community.
We should be concerned with the heart, not what's on the surface. What does it matter if someone says suck? Is it not what is in their heart that matters? Should we not, as a community of Christians, embrace them for who they are faults and all?
If we go around correcting every little fault we see in each other, we will just shut down and not be open. We won't be ourselves. The person that was chastised for saying suck, will he or she feel like they can bring themselves, sins and all to the group and be accepted? When something as small as the word "suck" was pounced on and deemed unacceptable?
What if we have people with *real* flaws in the group that saw that exchange? Will they feel like it's a safe place to open up? Will they feel like it's ok to come "as they are?"
I know while I was being bombarded with messages and I was unable to type, I was being given false information about what is supposedly in the Bible. I will tell you this: Jesus would not be allowed in this guild under the current rules. When he called people "vipers" and "dogs," those were the worst insults one could use in the day and locale. Those words were about as offensive as it got, and that is why he used them.
I have no intention of returning to the guild. This is the second time I have left the guild for the same character flaw I see in it. I wasn't looking for a guild of religious people who were concerned about looking good. I was looking for a group of Christians who were concerned with *being* holy. I'm not saying that all of you fall into the first category, in fact I have met some very wonderful people here. I just can't abide by the overall attitude of the guild "management."
I do wish you well. I just didn't want it to look like I had a tantrum and stomped out of the guild without giving it any thought. It wasn't the first time the situation had happened and I would have said more at the time had I been able to.
Since I don't come to the forums (I just came here to post this, it's probably only my second or third post here in in as many years,) feel free to respond to me in game.
God bless,
Teresa
aka Clara Bingham
I wasn't even able to explain myself very well at the time because the computer I was using (which has now been returned to the store) wasn't handling GW well at all. The lag was horrific and the messages were flying by while I could only type a letter a second.
For those of you that weren't there, what happened is that someone in the alliance, I don't even know who, said the word "suck." They got asked by a moderator to not say the word.
This really bothered me and it wasn't the first time it had happened. Why did it bother me?
Well, first of all "suck" is not a swear word by any stretch of the imagination. We suck on candy. Suck through a straw. Suck in air. To ask someone to not say "suck" is utterly ridiculous.
Secondly, the moderator in question is violating at least two of the TOS of GW. You can't have someone who is violating rules on a regular basis telling other people to follow the rules. That is called hypocrisy.
Thirdly, the reason I was given for not allowing people to say "suck" was that we have kids playing the game, or parents may have kids viewing the screen while they play. Now, you have to be 13 to play GW according to the TOS, so if we have "kids" playing (and we do - including said moderators kid), and we call ourselves a Christian guild, we need to fix that and not be breaking rules. Otherwise, what kind of witness are we presenting? And if parents are playing where their kids can see the screen, they obviously feel their children are old enough to handle it.
Fourthly, GW has a chat filter for people who are very sensitive. If you can't handle seeing words like "suck," which I understand GW filters, then turn on the filter. You can't expect everyone else to modify their behavior to suit your needs when it comes to disputable matters (meaning things that aren't clearly sin.)
Fifthly, I was also told that anything that GW sensors is not allowed in chat. I don't know what all GW sensors, but I do know that I wasn't allowed to name a character Tumble Weed. I hate to think how many words are sensored because they are offensive in other countries.
Sixthly, if you need to guard your mind against such relatively innocent words, then playing a game with scantily clad women and violent killing is probably also not age/spiritually appropriate.
And now, here is the main reason I left.
The thing I have seen way too much of in the Christian community, and the thing I have seen non-stop in SoE is a need to APPEAR to be holy. I believe this is blatantly unbiblical. We should be real with each other. I should not have to feel like I need to pretend to be something I'm not to fit in with a community.
We should be concerned with the heart, not what's on the surface. What does it matter if someone says suck? Is it not what is in their heart that matters? Should we not, as a community of Christians, embrace them for who they are faults and all?
If we go around correcting every little fault we see in each other, we will just shut down and not be open. We won't be ourselves. The person that was chastised for saying suck, will he or she feel like they can bring themselves, sins and all to the group and be accepted? When something as small as the word "suck" was pounced on and deemed unacceptable?
What if we have people with *real* flaws in the group that saw that exchange? Will they feel like it's a safe place to open up? Will they feel like it's ok to come "as they are?"
I know while I was being bombarded with messages and I was unable to type, I was being given false information about what is supposedly in the Bible. I will tell you this: Jesus would not be allowed in this guild under the current rules. When he called people "vipers" and "dogs," those were the worst insults one could use in the day and locale. Those words were about as offensive as it got, and that is why he used them.
I have no intention of returning to the guild. This is the second time I have left the guild for the same character flaw I see in it. I wasn't looking for a guild of religious people who were concerned about looking good. I was looking for a group of Christians who were concerned with *being* holy. I'm not saying that all of you fall into the first category, in fact I have met some very wonderful people here. I just can't abide by the overall attitude of the guild "management."
I do wish you well. I just didn't want it to look like I had a tantrum and stomped out of the guild without giving it any thought. It wasn't the first time the situation had happened and I would have said more at the time had I been able to.
Since I don't come to the forums (I just came here to post this, it's probably only my second or third post here in in as many years,) feel free to respond to me in game.
God bless,
Teresa
aka Clara Bingham
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