Are you INTERESTED in being a Christian?
Now,
No. I was INTERESTED in being a Christian
7 years ago. I became a Christian roughly 3-4 years ago. But, I official was a Christian for a few months or less (depending on the judgement of Christians).
I
only became INTERESTED about Christians because I was recruited by a Christian in a Starcraft Clan, 7 years ago. Back then, I had no idea what was a Christian.
But, now I know, I was a Christian, went into a bad start, then back became a Non-Christian, still willing to understand what makes you such a
real Christian. No swearing/cussing, obeying religious beliefs, etc.
It makes me sad when those things Christians have, they don't have them. Hearing Christians swearing was a shock, but an obvious thing since no one, human, is perfect. I ain't perfect too, I swear too, least I don't swear towards God. Why would I hate God, he never did anything to me. The only people I do hate are the people that trashtalk at me and worse. And sometimes, the people that kill me in a game and brag/swear about it later.
I ain't point fingers at the Christian swearers, I just saying if your a Christian, act like a Christian.
Are you planning on reading the Bible?
Now,
No. I was PLANING on reading the Bible
7 years ago, but when I became a Christian, I just stopped reading the Bible. Though, I would look on people's advices towards a verse to see if it relates to what they say/mean.
I ask becuase it sounds like you are lacking enthusiasm and direction.
Since I don't want to be a Christian, I just wanted to know what would my "handle/title" be instead of a Non-Christian or Athiest, since I do not hate God, nor do I choose him.
And yes, I can not be in the middle, but since I am not in the good and bad side (God/Devil, Heaven/Hell), which am I?
Neutral?