I spent a few hours today updating various accounts for Tribe of Judah and the experience drove home just how little I've contributed to the community lately. Activity (the quantity, not the quality!) in both ToJ and the CGA has declined in the last year. I'm currently in a season of life where work and family responsibilities leave very little time for recreation or administrative duties and I doubt that will change in the near future. Calls for help have gone largely unanswered, in large part because many of our active members also have other responsibilities.
If this sounds like old news, then I pray you'll afford me some grace and read on.
Psalms 127:1 says, "Unless the Lord builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the Lord watches over the city, the watchman stays awake in vain."
I can try to press on in my own strength, but that has not worked very well.
I still believe there's a place and a need for communities like ToJ and the CGA, but I want to take an opportunity to stop (which is unexpectedly difficult for me since I have a tendency to fixate once I get started and feel guilty when I don't accomplish all I set out to do) and pray.
I covet your prayers over the next 30 days. Please pray that the Lord would make His will regarding ToJ and the CGA clear to me. I can decide a course and plunge right in, but, again, if the Lord is not blessing the effort, it's all in vain.
Come November 1, we'll likely scale forums, servers, and chapters back based on current activity levels. Examples of possible changes are closing and archiving inactive forums, canceling game server subscriptions, and closing inactive Tribe of Judah chapters.
But first and foremost, please join me in prayer during October regarding the future of the Christian Gamers Alliance and Tribe of Judah.
If this sounds like old news, then I pray you'll afford me some grace and read on.
Psalms 127:1 says, "Unless the Lord builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the Lord watches over the city, the watchman stays awake in vain."
I can try to press on in my own strength, but that has not worked very well.
I still believe there's a place and a need for communities like ToJ and the CGA, but I want to take an opportunity to stop (which is unexpectedly difficult for me since I have a tendency to fixate once I get started and feel guilty when I don't accomplish all I set out to do) and pray.
I covet your prayers over the next 30 days. Please pray that the Lord would make His will regarding ToJ and the CGA clear to me. I can decide a course and plunge right in, but, again, if the Lord is not blessing the effort, it's all in vain.
Come November 1, we'll likely scale forums, servers, and chapters back based on current activity levels. Examples of possible changes are closing and archiving inactive forums, canceling game server subscriptions, and closing inactive Tribe of Judah chapters.
But first and foremost, please join me in prayer during October regarding the future of the Christian Gamers Alliance and Tribe of Judah.