Odale
Active Member
When i finally learned that Chivah was leaving, at first i didnt grasp that he would be gone forever. It really hit me like a ton of bricks that the only person i knew who dared to shout "Jesus is the Lord" in the center of Gothwaite next to Master Aslin with no hesitation mind you, i would never get to group with him again. God has taken control of his life and has steered him where he is destined to go. We will miss you a great deal.
When i get really boared and cannot go anywhere, i go out to my car and listen to the radio. Well, about five minutes ago Evanescence's Immortal song came played and again i was hit by a ton of bricks. The lyrics fit perfectly here. We have always healed each others wounds in this family, and have ALWAYS helped each other through hard times. Here are the lyrics:
I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And I’ve you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave,
cause your presents it still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years that you still have on me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
now I’m bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it’s haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice has chased away,
all the sanity in me.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
but though your still with me,
I’ve been alone I’m alone.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
We will always remember the Dashing, daring, caring, loving, kind, gentile, fearless, leader named Chivah. Eventhough we may not always be there for you Chivah, God will be there helping you through your hardships. We will once again meet, in a glorious place called Heaven and i cannout wait to see you there. We will miss you Chivah, more than you ever know.
Youre brother in Christ, Odie
When i get really boared and cannot go anywhere, i go out to my car and listen to the radio. Well, about five minutes ago Evanescence's Immortal song came played and again i was hit by a ton of bricks. The lyrics fit perfectly here. We have always healed each others wounds in this family, and have ALWAYS helped each other through hard times. Here are the lyrics:
I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And I’ve you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave,
cause your presents it still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years that you still have on me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
now I’m bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it’s haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice has chased away,
all the sanity in me.
These wounds won’t seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there’s just too much that time can not erase.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of you’re tears
when you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
but though your still with me,
I’ve been alone I’m alone.
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I’d fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand thru all of these years
that you still have on me.
We will always remember the Dashing, daring, caring, loving, kind, gentile, fearless, leader named Chivah. Eventhough we may not always be there for you Chivah, God will be there helping you through your hardships. We will once again meet, in a glorious place called Heaven and i cannout wait to see you there. We will miss you Chivah, more than you ever know.
Youre brother in Christ, Odie
