RiverTigress
Moderator
Last month I lost my main source of employment when the business I was working with closed down. I don't particularly like losing my job, especially one I enjoyed as much as I did this last one, but I've been living on faith long enough that I wasn't really worried about it as I'm pretty used to God having a new direction all planned out for me to go into when things change.
However, this time became different because the new direction He was pushing me wasn't one that was going to be generating immediate income anytime soon, and being the one who carries the responsibility for providing for my family and house, I was starting to panic about this, questioning whether or not I was really understanding God correctly and how could I proceed in this way without it being irresponsible. He remained persistent though, so at one point in talking to Him I said in frustration, "I know you've promised to take care of every need if I trust and follow You, but if You're not sending me into a field that's going to generate an income in itself, what are You going to do? Mail me a check?"
So this morning I turn on my computer and have a message waiting for me from one of the Christian communities I belong to, basically saying, "Please send me your address. God told me to send a check."
So I guess I'll stop complaining and get back to following.
However, this time became different because the new direction He was pushing me wasn't one that was going to be generating immediate income anytime soon, and being the one who carries the responsibility for providing for my family and house, I was starting to panic about this, questioning whether or not I was really understanding God correctly and how could I proceed in this way without it being irresponsible. He remained persistent though, so at one point in talking to Him I said in frustration, "I know you've promised to take care of every need if I trust and follow You, but if You're not sending me into a field that's going to generate an income in itself, what are You going to do? Mail me a check?"
So this morning I turn on my computer and have a message waiting for me from one of the Christian communities I belong to, basically saying, "Please send me your address. God told me to send a check."
So I guess I'll stop complaining and get back to following.