Dark Virtue said:
I must admit that, because of the experiences I have had, that I have to take your claim of being raised atheist with a grain of salt.
As you wish, you can believe what you like about me.
If you wouldn't mind, would you explain how you were raised as an atheist,
I was not raised as an atheist I was raised as an agnostic. In my entire first two decades of life basically I set foot in a church two times, both when I was about 5. My parents were completely a-religious, and my father was a science nut.
In my home school and education was extremely important, and early on in life I dreamed of being an astronomer. Due to personal experiences, and my affinity for science I came to the point of being what I considered an atheist, and looking at all religious people, in particular Christians, as utter kooks.
what other religions you tried
I read about and looked at many, I tried, or at least was on the outskirts of a group of druidic pagans.
and why you ultimately decided on Christianity?
Ultimately because I feel that God revealed Himself to me, and drew me to him. I am a calvinist so I believe that He will draw those whom He wishes to draw. If you want the specifics of how that happened, I developed a couple of friends in my life who happened to be Christians and who really broke my stereotype of what a Christian was.
After nearly two years of inviting me to various church events I finally broke down and attended a church service one Sunday morning,fully expecting to never return again. I was wrong, and from that day it was like a new light came on inside of me.
I did not walk any isles or "get saved", but from that moment I started exploring things more seriously. I got my first ever Bible and began reading it. I started reading all sorts of books, ranging from apologetic works by C.S. Lewis and Josh MacDowell (the two both had a huge impact on my conversion), as well as from some atheistic sources as well. I really felt an internal struggle going on.
For months this went on, I would also pester the pastor of this small church with what I considered to be the hard questions. I continued wrestling with things in my mind. Finally one Sunday, December 12th, I reached a point where I knew I had to make a decision, and I did, and placed my life in Christ, and began a new life.
I did not automatically become what one would consider a "fundamentalist", I in fact held onto a lot of my former beliefs for some time (such as evolution, old earth, etc, etc). I have not lived perfect since then, there was a period of a couple of years where I went through a very dark patch in my life ... but I never let go of Christ and I never will.
He has changed my life from that of a drunken, greedy, materialistic person with no direction, to a brokenhearted, loving husband, father, and future missionary. In other words, many things contributed to my conversion. I am convinced of the complete truth of CHristianity, I do feel I have experienced Him in my life, and I have tried it and it has transformed my very being.