Hey, i'm new here.
I've read these forums few times before and now I decided to register.
First, I must apologize my weak english. I hope you don't mind if I've made some mistakes. The main point is that you guys understand what I mean.
So, I have grown in a Christian family (hasn't still be an easy life, if somebody thinks so) and finally one week ago I got the biblical baptism in the name of Father, Son and Holy Spirit by my own will. Thank you Jesus!
Anyway, the problem I've got...
I'm a fan of Pokémon and I bought my first Pokémon game when I was 14- or 15-years old (soon i'm 20). When I was 8-years old, I wasn't so excited about Pokémon games while some of my friends played them.
The reason why I decided to buy Pokémon Pearl at that age was because I wanted to give a chance to that franchise again, when I thought I was able to understand the game better. Immediately after played some, I wanted to be the very best like no one ever was and so on...
Up to date I have played Pokémon games hundreds and hundreds of hours. I started to play competitively and have really liked it. I've got some friends to play with and we have discussed a lot about teams and stuff.
Anyway, I'm sure with my Bible teacher that I've got some kind of demon, that have caused many problems. For example, I've experienced much fear in the church, while there is nothing to fear about. This all started after I was in a very, very important hockey match a month ago, where I excited so much that it turned into fear. The whole thing went way too far. :S
I know pretty well how to vanquish demons and I have tried it by myself. There is a step where there must abandon everything, which is related to the occult. This step has really distressed me a lot, because some of games I own includes occultist things.
When I today tried to vanquish the demon/demons again, I experienced that I have to get rid of a game named Ôkami, which is much based to Shinto. I threw the game away and tried to vanquish again, but next Pokémon came up to my mind. I've never experienced so much fear and anxiety.
If I have to destroy all my Pokémon games (Silver, LeafGreen, Pearl, Platinum, HeartGold, SoulSilver, Black and White), that makes me so sad, that it can be compared to the feeling when a loved dog dies or loss of the best friend.
Right now, I feel very, very bad. I want Jesus Christ more than anything, but destroying my favourite games... Oh no! What should I do? I've praid a lot, but haven't got peace. Do I really have to do that? What do I tell to my friends? Does that make them feel like Jesus is the best thing to have?
What I really want to do, is keep playing Pokémon with them and evangelize, when there's a perfect moment for that. But if they see me destroying my games... Oh man... This is so contradictory...
What do you guys think?
P.S. This topic isn't only for solving my problem!
I've read these forums few times before and now I decided to register.
First, I must apologize my weak english. I hope you don't mind if I've made some mistakes. The main point is that you guys understand what I mean.
So, I have grown in a Christian family (hasn't still be an easy life, if somebody thinks so) and finally one week ago I got the biblical baptism in the name of Father, Son and Holy Spirit by my own will. Thank you Jesus!
Anyway, the problem I've got...
I'm a fan of Pokémon and I bought my first Pokémon game when I was 14- or 15-years old (soon i'm 20). When I was 8-years old, I wasn't so excited about Pokémon games while some of my friends played them.
The reason why I decided to buy Pokémon Pearl at that age was because I wanted to give a chance to that franchise again, when I thought I was able to understand the game better. Immediately after played some, I wanted to be the very best like no one ever was and so on...
Up to date I have played Pokémon games hundreds and hundreds of hours. I started to play competitively and have really liked it. I've got some friends to play with and we have discussed a lot about teams and stuff.
Anyway, I'm sure with my Bible teacher that I've got some kind of demon, that have caused many problems. For example, I've experienced much fear in the church, while there is nothing to fear about. This all started after I was in a very, very important hockey match a month ago, where I excited so much that it turned into fear. The whole thing went way too far. :S
I know pretty well how to vanquish demons and I have tried it by myself. There is a step where there must abandon everything, which is related to the occult. This step has really distressed me a lot, because some of games I own includes occultist things.
When I today tried to vanquish the demon/demons again, I experienced that I have to get rid of a game named Ôkami, which is much based to Shinto. I threw the game away and tried to vanquish again, but next Pokémon came up to my mind. I've never experienced so much fear and anxiety.
If I have to destroy all my Pokémon games (Silver, LeafGreen, Pearl, Platinum, HeartGold, SoulSilver, Black and White), that makes me so sad, that it can be compared to the feeling when a loved dog dies or loss of the best friend.
Right now, I feel very, very bad. I want Jesus Christ more than anything, but destroying my favourite games... Oh no! What should I do? I've praid a lot, but haven't got peace. Do I really have to do that? What do I tell to my friends? Does that make them feel like Jesus is the best thing to have?
What I really want to do, is keep playing Pokémon with them and evangelize, when there's a perfect moment for that. But if they see me destroying my games... Oh man... This is so contradictory...
What do you guys think?
P.S. This topic isn't only for solving my problem!