I am sorry that your birthday was spent away from home. May today and each day until your next birthday be a celebration!!!
I like what Gen is saying. I didn't think of it until she said that, but perhaps the wrong fear of God, fearing His wrath while not understanding His Love, can push us away.
DV is telling you that you have some good poetry on your hands...I think!!
I have thought about your post a few times today. I really can't add anything to my initial thoughts: I have a friend that I count up there with my top of the list most wonderful of wonderful people. You could never meet anyone more kind and gentle, but they have hurts, wounds, and scars. While they have more to offer than your average bear, their self esteem is shot!! At times, it almost seems as if they run from love. It is sometimes sad because they are one of the wisest, most encouraging, most lovable of people! I really have to watch myself not to run to this person continuously, but I just cannot help but feel, at times, as if they are an extension of the arms of God!!!
lol I say all that to say your words remind me of a person with love all around, lots of love to give, and people desiring to give that love in return. Yet fear, by whatever cause, (of the future, of pending hurt, past hurts, ect.,...) blinds them to be able to fully enjoy that love.
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. I John 4:18