Gilga
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In a bad to maximize XBL gamerpoints, I've recently found myself playing towards the "Renegade" end of the spectrum in Mass Effect (the original, I'm lame). So basically in-game, I'm making choices to be ruthless, unhelpeful, egotistical, uncaring, merciless, etc. Great XP when you kill everything moving in the game, I gotta say. But anyhow, last night I started playing Fable 2 (suckered by the free episode 1) and again was presented with moral choices. And this time, I played the "good guy" ... and to my surprise, felt hugely relieved in doing so. Despite Mass Effect not only being a game, but being a single-player you-vs-some-algorithm setup ... I felt guilt at making what I felt were "bad person" choices.
So it started me thinking ... if I basically "play to my personality" in a game ... am I missing an opportunity for learning? Or, is playing a 'bad guy in a game" really not morally neutral? Or am I just making excuses to compensate for my PvP inadequacy? A variation on this discussion occurred in the CGA forums when the latest WoW expansion came out and there were various "Death Knight" quests that had you doing morally repulsive things. And same deal with CoD:MW2 with the "shoot up the airport as a terrorist" scenario. And many others.
So, when given the choice, my friends in the Christian gaming community ... do you play a "good guy/girl" (because we're Christian!) or do you play a "bad guy/girl" (because you'd never do it in real life but it provides learning/perspective!). If the latter ... do you find that playing the bad guy/girl is fun? I'm guessing that there are many opinions on all this, and certainly no right answers. Despite my angsty guilt as described above, I must admit that there is a comfortable short-term simplicity to ignoring the consequences of actions that comes in the bad guy roles.
So it started me thinking ... if I basically "play to my personality" in a game ... am I missing an opportunity for learning? Or, is playing a 'bad guy in a game" really not morally neutral? Or am I just making excuses to compensate for my PvP inadequacy? A variation on this discussion occurred in the CGA forums when the latest WoW expansion came out and there were various "Death Knight" quests that had you doing morally repulsive things. And same deal with CoD:MW2 with the "shoot up the airport as a terrorist" scenario. And many others.
So, when given the choice, my friends in the Christian gaming community ... do you play a "good guy/girl" (because we're Christian!) or do you play a "bad guy/girl" (because you'd never do it in real life but it provides learning/perspective!). If the latter ... do you find that playing the bad guy/girl is fun? I'm guessing that there are many opinions on all this, and certainly no right answers. Despite my angsty guilt as described above, I must admit that there is a comfortable short-term simplicity to ignoring the consequences of actions that comes in the bad guy roles.