Brothertruck
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Hello. As some of you are aware . I made the choice to turn away from video games because I felt God had different pans for me and that it became an addiction.
But I am starting to doubt; did I make the right choice ?
Since I believed and accepted Jesus as lord and savior . I feel I made a lot of bad choices due to taking God's word out of context due to misunderstanding it.I'll be completely open and honest. I enjoy video games perhaps a bit too much and before I became a believer of Jesus . All I would do is play video games. Don't get me wrong . I am glad I became a Christian. I came to know the Lord through Christian outreach in a time span of 5 years.
Prior to becoming a Christian . I played video games because it was an escape for me and the mental problems I have to deal with. I have autism; meaning I have a lot of difficulty processing information and I feel this affects my decision making.
I love Jesus and I want to live for him and yet it feels that every thing I have done has dishonoured him in some way. I am constantly second guessing every choice I make and I ask the Lord for clarity and good wisdom.
I want to be set free from all my sins.
I had a hope to become a musician and glorify God through a music ministry. But I gave it up because I felt it was a dying dream. Now I don't even know what Jesus's purposes for me.
I even wonder because I have played video games for so long. Has that activity start to impact my sense of Judgement.
I need help and I know that Jesus can help me and yet I feel like I am stumbling every day.
But I am starting to doubt; did I make the right choice ?
Since I believed and accepted Jesus as lord and savior . I feel I made a lot of bad choices due to taking God's word out of context due to misunderstanding it.I'll be completely open and honest. I enjoy video games perhaps a bit too much and before I became a believer of Jesus . All I would do is play video games. Don't get me wrong . I am glad I became a Christian. I came to know the Lord through Christian outreach in a time span of 5 years.
Prior to becoming a Christian . I played video games because it was an escape for me and the mental problems I have to deal with. I have autism; meaning I have a lot of difficulty processing information and I feel this affects my decision making.
I love Jesus and I want to live for him and yet it feels that every thing I have done has dishonoured him in some way. I am constantly second guessing every choice I make and I ask the Lord for clarity and good wisdom.
I want to be set free from all my sins.
I had a hope to become a musician and glorify God through a music ministry. But I gave it up because I felt it was a dying dream. Now I don't even know what Jesus's purposes for me.
I even wonder because I have played video games for so long. Has that activity start to impact my sense of Judgement.
I need help and I know that Jesus can help me and yet I feel like I am stumbling every day.
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