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Little bit about myself. I've been a Christian for three years in high school, and a year after graduation now studying in a community college, I've been stepping further and further away from God. Not only have I been watching a lot of porn, playing games and watching television shows and movies of witchcraft, and worshipping other gods (even went to a Buddhist temple), I am an adulterer, hiring escorts for my own sexual desires. I'm disgusted by myself, and here I repent against my sin, God, Jesus Christ our Lord.
Questions I'd like to be answered:
1) I'm too shy to go to Church. Worshippers there are friendly, but due to the fact that I'm somewhat anti-social, I find their over (not sure if this is the right word to use but you get what I mean) friendliness to be a little intimidating. What should I do to find the courage to go there with my heart's consent?
2) I've been Buddhist for a year, and my parents seemed rather proud when I became one. I know that the only right path is the one with God, but now, I feel a great sense of guilt. How do I just get over it? I'm also afraid that I'd dissapoint my parents.
3) I'm Chinese. When I go to visit my grandpa's grave, it is a tradition that we should use incense. If I refuse to use it, my parents get very emotional and infuriated. What should I do?
From this, you can tell that I've been rather weak mentally. Now that I had repented, I feel a lot better. Now I should avoid everything that opposes Christian nature, and follow Christ. Thank you all for reading this, and, if you did, answering my questions. May God be with you all.
Questions I'd like to be answered:
1) I'm too shy to go to Church. Worshippers there are friendly, but due to the fact that I'm somewhat anti-social, I find their over (not sure if this is the right word to use but you get what I mean) friendliness to be a little intimidating. What should I do to find the courage to go there with my heart's consent?
2) I've been Buddhist for a year, and my parents seemed rather proud when I became one. I know that the only right path is the one with God, but now, I feel a great sense of guilt. How do I just get over it? I'm also afraid that I'd dissapoint my parents.
3) I'm Chinese. When I go to visit my grandpa's grave, it is a tradition that we should use incense. If I refuse to use it, my parents get very emotional and infuriated. What should I do?
From this, you can tell that I've been rather weak mentally. Now that I had repented, I feel a lot better. Now I should avoid everything that opposes Christian nature, and follow Christ. Thank you all for reading this, and, if you did, answering my questions. May God be with you all.