*LOLZ!*`
Sheesh, didn't know Atown was talking about me so much! I'm gonna have to beat you up tomorrow, spud!

*Lolz!* Anywayz, thanks for your support people, even though I didn't know.
The reason why I broke up with Atown in the first place was because I wasn't sure that I felt the same about him as he did about me. After all, he was always saying how he enjoyed my company and whatnot. Plus, when it became a romantic thing, I started backing off and freaking out. I wanted it at first, but then things changed and for some reason, no idea what, I just needed that space.
So I took the end of college and summer and beginning of this year's college off to recooperate. I then began to sorely miss him, especially when he called me like only ONCE during the summer and sent TEN postcards from the states he went to for competition. As college started back up, I was okay since I got to see him and whatnot...but then I began wanted to always be close to him, giving him hugs, touching his shoulder...whatever.
It wasn't too long after it dawned on me that I was suffering from Atown-withdrawals. *Lol* I felt really stupid for ever doing what I did and asked him to give me another chance. And so we did. And now we're great!
We don't know what's going to happen in the future, but we do know that God has strengthened us in ways that we never expected. We both came to college thinking that we would and wanted to come out of it with a degree and without any relationship, and have grown and matured since then as we've started the second quarter. It's a wonderful feeling to be in love, yet excruciatingly painful when separated. Reminds me of those books/stories that contain a device called a collar that goes around one person's neck and another on another person's neck and if they separate, one of the collars will cause that person to be shocked or something. A prisoner device that's sooooo cool! Wow, I can be very...disturbing. Anywayz, that's about it!
GB! Now I need to respond to Glitch, shyfr0ggy, and Atown on Xfire! *Lol*
*Starr*